new xangA!    you think it's too soon . i made it becaseu the one i have now seem alittle akward.    anyway, it s      i was wondering if amy n could make a layout for me maybe?   plz?

www.xanga.com/picture_shy_101

i feel kinda bad for feeling that way i do to cludia. i think almost everyone feeling like that about her.but then i think about the way that she treating me. it like that "silent treatment" you give to your parents when your mad at them. i dont know what to think anymore.  i think i hate but i know i don't, because she's my friend. or at least i think we are but your drifing away from me. i hope she know that she's hurting people as well as making them a little mad.

things to tell people"maybe i'll start something soo big EVERYONE will do it" (<- i so stupid.. and RAnDOM):

-amy: need to talk to you.
-ashley: ill give you your song tomorrow
-lam: thanks for putting up with all my crap
-christina: tha RACE is still  ON! (inside joke)
-joyce: one day we'll have enough time to show you where my house is.
-steven cho: i thnk you should be better to your girlfriend but then. your a guy.
-david N: be nicer your always like "fcuk you fcuk you! i fcuken HATE YOU!
-amy w: sometimes i wonder at what you ate to get so TALL!
-annie: i hope it going well with you and your life.
-dawn: i wonder at how much you know about soo many people.
-alex: your always make random statement like the AZN circle and the CIRCLe of TRUST
-stephOO: MY CELLO BUDDY !

i know i skipped acouple thing but i'll post them later.

things on my mind

- a friend(you know who)
-boy-friends(joyce and i were walking home from school today and i asked to carry my backpack which have EVERYTHING in my locker init and i carried hers and when she found out how haevy my backpack was we were like "we REALLY need to get some boyfriend who will carry our backpacks for us!" LOL)
-grades, (which i m fail which is EVERYTHING to an azn family
-have a couple more things on my mind but again i'll post them later.

oh ogd. my thoat hurts like crap.  AND i think i have a cold. (sniff, sniff)   im SOOOOO tired and when when i got home i didn't even change, i just slept. then this mrning i had to get my front llawn ready so my parents could have a yard sale.    man, i feel like shit. but yesterday was SOOO much FUN!

the things i brought for lunch: (*= the things that i ate)
*3 bottels of water (only drink one and gave one to dawn)
*3 Pb&J  sandwiches (only ate two)
*2 bags of potato chips(ate them with dawn)  

things that happened:
-ROLLERCOASTERSSS!~!~!~  opps i think i spell that wrong
-the bus ride was soo crapy cause dawn and me went to the back of the bus but we ended up sitting out int he front.  and ms.juntella (justin's mom)was onto us. but we got to sit int he back for like 2 hours. YAY!
-listen to my CD player and i have a song that ASHELY will LOVE it think it goes well the feelings you have. i'll let you hear it on monday!
- some other rides.
- oh! alex like spent a WHOLE lot of money on this game where you try to get the ring on a bottle and he could have gotten a $10 but he used up $20 for the little $5 buckets. LOL

i dont remember anything else, except that alex was saying really weird stuff. like THE ASIAN CROWD! and other stuff.  tell me anything that i missed

oh eyah and i saw my friend from another school! leah!